Wednesday, November 15, 2006

whose daddy now?

"your daughter?" patrick asked. "ha.nope" i chuckled.

"she is so cute! your daughter?"asked kat. i shook my head.

i was really happy. there was a joy in me when my new friends asked if i was emma's daddy.
she is a really cute little girl. i like her. she must a bundle of joy for angel and john.
i was so happy when they asked, secretly hoping what they said was right. i wished
that i was emma's father.

then i heard in my mind "thats how i feel about you son."

i didn't cry then. now that i thought about it, i should have.

i never understood the meaning of GOD being the father.
of course, Him being my father never even crossed my mind ever.
growing up, i always here about how GOD is the father, he is our heavenly father.
i knew that very well. it was only yesterday that i understood that that was all head knowledge
and nothing else.

now, i really know what it means when i am His son.



cool.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

what son's mother is this?

it all seemed natural for his mother to do what she did when pharaoh ordered all male jewish babies to be killed.
the bible says she got a papyrus basket for him and put it among the reeds along the bank of the nile.
having seen the prince of egypt, my memory of it has always been moses floating away in the basket down the nile.
so when i read this again this evening, it daunted on me. what mother would do this to a child??? she must have a lot
of faith in that basket. well, its got to be GOD she has faith on.

then i asked GOD this same question: what mother would let her child float away in the river.

no i didnt hear a loud voice from above. reading further down, he reviewed it to me when i read the sentences carefully.

moses' sister had stood in a distance to see what would happen to him.
and so, it just so happen that pharaoh's daughter went down by the river for a bath
and saw the baby in the basket among the reeds. "this is one of the hebrew babies" she said.
she must have known what her father has ordered to be done to the jewish boys.

and reading the next verse, i got it. it says

7 Then his sister asked Pharaoh's daughter, "Shall I go and get one of the Hebrew women to nurse the baby for you?"

"his sister", moses' sister must have popped out from a distance to ask her if she could get one of the hebrew women to nurse the baby for her. hmm.

the girl must have been there for a purpose.

and of course, been the nice daughter of pharaoh that she is, she said yes!
and in the following verses GOD answered my question.

8 "Yes, go," she answered. And the girl went and got the baby's mother. 9 Pharaoh's daughter said to her, "Take this baby and nurse him for me, and I will pay you." So the woman took the baby and nursed him.

the girl, meaning moses sister who was checking him out from a distance, went and got the baby's mother!
this is beginning to sound like a plot to me. she must have thought of this. she even got the compassionate pharaoh's daughter to have "ownership" of the baby boy for she asked the baby's mother to nurse him for her, and what's best
is she will pay the mother of the child to nurse her own baby!

this is really interesting. i must say images in a movie can be misleading. all this while, i thought how silly it was
of the mother to just let the baby go. what if he drown. so, the truth is out. moses' mother didnt let him be left
unattended. his sister was watching him all this while until the pharaoh's daughter had called them together
and reunited them.

hmm. i think i better read the rest of the bible to see if i have other not so right idea of the bible stories.
attached is the excerpt from the bible i read tonight.



THE BIRTH OF MOSES

1 Now a man of the house of Levi married a Levite woman, 2 and she became pregnant and gave birth to a son. When she saw that he was a fine child, she hid him for three months. 3 But when she could hide him no longer, she got a papyrus basket for him and coated it with tar and pitch. Then she placed the child in it and put it among the reeds along the bank of the Nile. 4 His sister stood at a distance to see what would happen to him.
5 Then Pharaoh's daughter went down to the Nile to bathe, and her attendants were walking along the river bank. She saw the basket among the reeds and sent her slave girl to get it. 6 She opened it and saw the baby. He was crying, and she felt sorry for him. "This is one of the Hebrew babies," she said.

7 Then his sister asked Pharaoh's daughter, "Shall I go and get one of the Hebrew women to nurse the baby for you?"

8 "Yes, go," she answered. And the girl went and got the baby's mother. 9 Pharaoh's daughter said to her, "Take this baby and nurse him for me, and I will pay you." So the woman took the baby and nursed him. 10 When the child grew older, she took him to Pharaoh's daughter and he became her son. She named him Moses, [c] saying, "I drew him out of the water."

what kind of mother is her

it all seemed natural for his mother to do what she did when pharaoh ordered all male jewish babies to be killed.
the bible says she got a papyrus basket for him and put it among the reeds along the bank of the nile.
having seen the prince of egypt, my memory of it has always been moses floating away in the basket down the nile.
so when i read this again this evening, it daunted on me. what mother would do this to a child??? she must have a lot
of faith in that basket. well, its got to be GOD she has faith on.

then i asked GOD this same question: what mother would let her child float away in the river.

no i didnt hear a loud voice from above. reading further down, he reviewed it to me when i read the sentences carefully.

moses' sister had stood in a distance to see what would happen to him.
and so, it just so happen that pharaoh's daughter went down by the river for a bath
and saw the baby in the basket among the reeds. "this is one of the hebrew babies" she said.
she must have known what her father has ordered to be done to the jewish boys.

and reading the next verse, i got it. it says

7 Then his sister asked Pharaoh's daughter, "Shall I go and get one of the Hebrew women to nurse the baby for you?"

"his sister", moses' sister must have popped out from a distance to ask her if she could get one of the hebrew women to nurse the baby for her. hmm.

the girl must have been there for a purpose.

and of course, been the nice daughter of pharaoh that she is, she said yes!
and in the following verses GOD answered my question.

8 "Yes, go," she answered. And the girl went and got the baby's mother. 9 Pharaoh's daughter said to her, "Take this baby and nurse him for me, and I will pay you." So the woman took the baby and nursed him.

the girl, meaning moses sister who was checking him out from a distance, went and got the baby's mother!
this is beginning to sound like a plot to me. she must have thought of this. she even got the compassionate pharaoh's daughter to have "ownership" of the baby boy for she asked the baby's mother to nurse him for her, and what's best
is she will pay the mother of the child to nurse her own baby!

this is really interesting. i must say images in a movie can be misleading. all this while, i thought how silly it was
of the mother to just let the baby go. what if he drown. so, the truth is out. moses' mother didnt let him be left
unattended. his sister was watching him all this while until the pharaoh's daughter had called them together
and reunited them.

GOD is amazing.

hmm. i think i better read the rest of the bible to see if i have other not so right idea of the bible stories.
attached is the excerpt from the bible i read tonight.



THE BIRTH OF MOSES

1 Now a man of the house of Levi married a Levite woman, 2 and she became pregnant and gave birth to a son. When she saw that he was a fine child, she hid him for three months. 3 But when she could hide him no longer, she got a papyrus basket for him and coated it with tar and pitch. Then she placed the child in it and put it among the reeds along the bank of the Nile. 4 His sister stood at a distance to see what would happen to him.
5 Then Pharaoh's daughter went down to the Nile to bathe, and her attendants were walking along the river bank. She saw the basket among the reeds and sent her slave girl to get it. 6 She opened it and saw the baby. He was crying, and she felt sorry for him. "This is one of the Hebrew babies," she said.

7 Then his sister asked Pharaoh's daughter, "Shall I go and get one of the Hebrew women to nurse the baby for you?"

8 "Yes, go," she answered. And the girl went and got the baby's mother. 9 Pharaoh's daughter said to her, "Take this baby and nurse him for me, and I will pay you." So the woman took the baby and nursed him. 10 When the child grew older, she took him to Pharaoh's daughter and he became her son. She named him Moses, [c] saying, "I drew him out of the water."

Saturday, September 16, 2006

weekend


reciept.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
i forgotten the time i could relak in the morning and take my time to get things done, enjoy my day, coffee and spend hours talking to friends over coffee. this week was quite crazy. so i looked forward to lunch. i wanted something nice. something to reward myself. '

so i walked into this new place down at a popular gaming centre in katong. when asked for recommendation, the waitress showed me me the menu and pointed to the dishes with pictures. i thought, ok. i think i will just think about it on my own since she gave no real recommendation.

fettucine with chicken green curry. cool. so i ordered that. this woman who took the other didnt wear a uniform like other servers. she must be the owner i thought. well then, she must be a very happy owner then.

the food was lousy. what was i thinking? fettucine with green curry?

so when this other waitress cleared the table, she asked if i like the food. i said not really that good. and she said that its inevitable, the cafe is quite new. and so i thought to myself, are all the people including the chefs new? so new that the service is crap, the food suck.

i got my change back. yet another waitress return with it. she came to me with a dollar and asked if i had 20 cents. she went on to explain that they havent any change. this had never happen before in my dinning out experiences. and TYM, the food at cafe cartel is still better, the servers at least not as clueless.

i gave the waitress 20cents. i wanted my change back.
for once i understood why the americans tip. this 10% service thing just don't work for me. there is usually bad service here.

in some ways, this cafe is very much like singapore.

expensive, bad service, fusion everything, strict boss and the servers working for the boss are clueless.

i love this country more everytime i come back from somewhere else though. what could it be that i dont like?


bald.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
as i left the cafe, walking down katong, i see something which made think again. would this scene look different if IMF meetings were held in katong? would they have budded sunflowers? i certainly hope not though. weird tree it would have turn out. the city hall area is like a fort. how could the delegates enjoy the art up in the biennale if there was so much fortification, so much security fusses. or do they just forget about going to the biennale all together??


r.c car.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
so i come home to mum's and remember what i think i treasure most. family. dad just came back all excited about his new purchase. its for titus. he got even more excited when he pull out the toy from the box. for a while, he really couldnt stop talking about how this toy car spit red light as it moves. he really look kiddy at that moment. and


meesiam.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
with all that excitement put aside, i sat down for dinner. now, i know what i missed. mee siam with hem. nope, i did not tell mum about mr brown or PM lee. i doubt she is informed about them too. so i just enjoyed my mee siam. want some?

Thursday, September 14, 2006

i just cant control her


supermao.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
this pussy cat is just weird. i just cant control her. she bites when she loves you. she licks you when she feels nice. i just cant control it when i blow up at her too. maybe i do have some little monster of anger inside of me. its just there waiting for something or someone to press the wrong button. that is why i feel so bad now having said things i did not mean to say.

"eh soldier! where is the exact location when you are going to have lunch??"

that did it. i dont know why but i went out of control. i must have said something harsh after that. thats why i am regretting now. what could the trigger be? was it because it was way pass bedtime and i just got a bit cranky and decided to let it go or was it really as bebe said- i am too sensitive and fragile. aaaaaaaaaaaaah. oh no.

well, i dont know. GOD, please help me with this. i also want a new implant to fill my tooth that got extracted. maybe He could make one grow. like how mao got super bright eyes that looks like it can shoot laser.

ok. its time to sleep. talk too much nonsense.

Sunny state of 4 million smiles

Ooh. i am so happy.

i surely smile for our visitors!

if it not for IMF, we won't have all the constructions in the city all done and cleared up, cleaned up and beautified. now, i have to say that my personal favourite is the sunflowers outside the National Museum.
I wouldnt have recognise this, if i didnt see it for myself. I heard about it from friends working there and i knew i had to go see it. if someone put a sign and said its part of the singapore biennale, i would have felt for that.

sure, i belief.

i have also been aquainted with the art works on show now at the singapore biennale 2006. again, i am very happy we finally have a biennale. heard so much about some mok mok and mer mer thing. hmm. i got to track them down.

Sunday, September 10, 2006

weekend in the west


bigsmall.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
titus has grown again. i see what people mean by they grow up so quickly. well, in no time, he would be needing bigger flip flops. "uncle beng, what you shooting? i want to see." i am sure the kid is going to get quite confusing in time. the dad tells him i am uncle ming, the grandma says uncle beng. yup, grandma's confuse too, she calls me ming and she tells her grandson to call me by my other name.



cry.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
so ultra kid turn out to be not so ultra when i warned him not to stick the clothes hanger into the fan. dont quite remember raising my voice that loud. "eh lousy de" mum exclaimed while calming titus down, explaining to him that uncle meant good and not scolding him. when he had turn his back on me and decided not to friend me for a few moments.



turningback.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
this is where mums know best.

"orh la, orh la, ok la, dont cry, uncle beng bring you kai kai ok?"

looking out at his favourite playground instantenously calm titus down.

that same spot where this rubbery child friendly playground is used to be the playground i grew chasing other kids, play marbles. i was quite happy whenever i win some marbles and money. winning 20cents from your opponent was a big deal to me then. ha. that was the same playground that i met eva. ha.



roaring.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
and look how much she has grown and how beautiful she has turn out to be. i always wondered what she meant by how she would bite people she loves.this new camera is just so cool. its fun. makes me love my bebe even more now.



making faces.JPG
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
when this kid was back in action in not time. he wasted no time, forgotten he cried and friend me again. it helps that he has lots of energy to dispense, running from one end of the coffee shop to another, making funny sounds, making his presence felt.

Saturday, September 09, 2006

so what else have i been up to besides...

whatssssup?

apart from getting a new toy, the samsung NV10, and shooting pictures of my girls, i have been...

1. plotting to make a photography revolution through my crazy ideas.

2. spending money to make a photography revolution.

3. thinking how else i can make money by buying land in some ulu place in canada.

4. chasing people to pay up so i may buy land in some ulu place in canada so i can make a photography revolution.

5. cleaning up my office so i can think better and work better and so i can chase people for money faster.

6. finding time to clean up my office.

7. shooting alot and finishing up my work so i can find time to clean up my office.

8. shooting alot of funny art works at the singapore biennale before they disappear and can only be seen 2 years later again.

9. thinking about what i should do in 2 years time, like buying a house, or maybe finally have money to buy land in some ulu part of cananda.

10. thinking about what a house will be like if i get to live with my bebe for a long long long long long time.



and so,this is what i have been up to.

also. on MSN

ally: so how are you going to propose?

mingmingjiushi: propose what?

ally: get married propose??

mingmingjiushi: its not time yet, she won't like it, it probably not a good surprise for her.

and she went on to tell me how she hasn't been working since her boss is not in the office
and she isn't working since she is thinking about things that need to get done for her wedding



after dinner on the way home, darren went "so when are you and eva getting married?"

"huh?"

so funny, 2 questions in 1 day. people are proposing that i propose? its a matter of time now.
but when? its no secret now, i obviously can't propose at ally+co's wedding now can i?

i think darren will get married first.

need money for ring he says. and i thought "wow, already suffe-ring"


cool, i get to buy jade and not diamond. ooh hoo!

umkmm.

Friday, September 08, 2006

My week in 6 pictures


my new toy
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
So just the other day, i got myself a new toy.



nia nia
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
so i pull it out to get a shot of bebe and she gave me this look "what is this thing you are holding?"

"erm, a new toy?"

i smiled.

bebe just had this look on her face



dinner
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
so at dinner, i shot my cutsy crispy bread.

we brought our new dutch friend to the mint cafe.

and, ya, we went dutch.



nia nia and me
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
and i shot nia nia again. sweet.



girls.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
and when i showed her this shot i shot in the camera a day before, she asked why she was under mao mao.



mao below
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
so i had to shoot this shot again. :j

Thursday, September 07, 2006

what's in a photographer's fridge?


fridge.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
well, apart from the occasional drinks and stuff, erm, there is film. lots of film. hmm.

its time to shoot some cars!

calling for all car lovers, if you have a nice ride, and you wish to have it immortalise on film, drop me a line.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

of aberc and rombie


girls.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

how blissful is this, two girls of my life in perfect harmony in one picture. lovely! this is just so perfect i got to have it documented. its really been a while since i had time to blog, reflect, think about life in a relaxed mode.

well, its not like work have gotten so busy. i just love heading out more now. less time in the office, less time indoors, less time on the computer and more time on the psp. after all, i am enjoying the company of the girls.

there is plenty of work now with IMF round the corner. all things seem to revolve around it. shoot the sg biennale, finish it and i can reward myself with shooting my CARS project. the film i ordered should be in tomorrow and i can finally shoot some cars!

speaking of which, i should really consider getting into the learn how to drive routine. its been so long after drive and dive 2003, some silly resolution i set back in '03 and i am still 30 dives and no drives.

ha

well, life is rich. GOD is good. there is more to come. smile for now, contribute to the 4 million and enjoy being singaporean. the world is watching. its really going to get quite crowded soon in the marina area. very soon.

Sunday, July 02, 2006

prata downunder


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Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

its freaking cold today. somehow, i have managed to hybernate all my morning through. finally got out of bed and the apartment at 4pm. ha. its been a good 2 days so far. lazy. slow. boring.

I cant say i am missing food from home yet but it just so happen that i had prata for dinner. not quite the usual prata. chicken wrap. it may seem to be a not so innovative invention but i have to say that it tasted really good. i got to try to make it when i get home. mmm.

Saturday, June 24, 2006

interesting idea to remember

this is the best way to remember it.
i cant find my note book.
i need this recorded- work on stock!

interesting works coming your way...

Friday, June 16, 2006

steamy hot night out


steamboat2.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

yes. it was hot.

there was chemistry.

we learned to say not yes but no. ( no more yes! yes!)

talked about food porno

had to go through all that ich spreche ein binschen deutch, I speak a little german. which he came back with

Hast du deutsch gelearnt???

Errr. i think we will meet up for more champagne next time.

nope. we didnt drink. 8 colas, and ice tea and 3 hours of steamy hot steamboat was what we had.



steamboat1.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

and this was all we ate.

Thursday, June 15, 2006

i am committed


mao goes to doc.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

"don't be silly dear, get back in there" exclaimed the doc. the vet also got to see how feisty my pussy cat is today.

she's been called names. puss in boots, CB cat, etc...
no one likes her. "how about putting her to sleep?" came one suggestion.

perhaps there is a reason for all this. like why her fur is dropping. maybe her unfriendliness is linked medically. so now, i am convicted to find out whats wrong with her.

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

daring again


dancing fountain
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

i wished i could join them in their dance, their freedom dance. its as if they were oblivious about the people around them, staring, as they ran around the fountain. jets of water bursting periodically, monotonously. i got bored after awhile. how could they run around non-stop? i wish i have their energy, their boldness to do whatever they please whenever they please.

i had a vision for a moment.

i imagined that i was with them, not as a child but in my adult body, running around with nothing more than my speedos, screaming, jumping, enjoying.

come to think of it now, its a rather disturbing thought.

now, i see why i didnt people didnt want to grow up.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

hey thats me


Bali-Tulamben06
Originally uploaded by Col and Ally.

yes. its nice to have a break after all this work. i think i have too much break now. got to work!

another dive trip is coming up in august. anyone interested?

Monday, April 24, 2006

the good news: WC version


good news
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

Thank GOD the good news did not come out of the water closet! well, for this restaurant, the piece of good news was very well communicated. wash your filthy hands and hear of this good news. now you can come back again for great food after church on sundays!

its good to hear. i am going to spread the good news.

sunshine over the rainbow


BT.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.
shot this picture when i was at the new budget terminal awhile back. i must say this is about the prettiest thing there. perhaps i might get to see how it is like beyond the customs and gates someday!

Wednesday, April 19, 2006

many good things to come


luft.jpg
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

i finally nail down the date for the europe trip. picked up the tickets today. the trip was postpone as i had to stay for an important interview- one that might give me a fellowship award.

its been a crazy month. a shoot for a book, a website to maintain and now i have to worry about what i should be shooting half way around the world if they do pick me to go. it has made me cry out to GOD more often. i need help! not that i don't know how to get things done. more like, how do i get it done best.

to date, jo jo's pictures has got 27 views, the most viewed picture on my flickr. ha ha.

my mind is really scattered now. ideas are coming up and i know i should put it down quick before they disappear into nothingness. for one, i know that i want to do something really big, something really crazy, something that will make me look back and think that whatever i have done on singaporeuniquely.com is nothing really too great.

now that the website is up and running, i just can't wait to fill it up with goodies.