i want my mama

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i havent seen my mum for more than a month. the phone rang, its mum. she wishes me happy birthday.

i must have been 5 when this photo was taken. it was then that i shouted at mum, always questioning her why other mum does nice things for their kids and she doesn't. likewise, she would ask why i wasn't as smart as those kids- never coming in tops in class. i grew up always feeling i wasn't loved. the truth is mum always showered me with love, she just did not make a big fuss out of it.

no one remembers my birthday year after year.

mum never forgets.

happily settled in

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with the new oven and new baking gear, all i need now is a good baking book and time for adventure in the world of cookies and cakes.

i am all happy now with this new hobby, along with my cycling- finally found a good pair of cycling shoes. thanks to mak. with the new year round the corner, i just can't wait for it to start.

just a week ago, i had a feeling that time is running out. it felt like the world is coming to an end. and now, i just can't wait for it to end so that the new year would bring many new hopes and dreams.

new year resolutions? someone whom i have never met called just to make some talk asked me. i said i have none, i live for the moment. and of course i was lying.

2006 is the year i will get my driver's license!
video girl will be back and that will put alot of things back into perspective. perhaps i will get to learn how to ski since Q has been pestering to go to melbourne to join him for a ski holiday. i shall make my first short film and become more involve in the arts scene again since i have been busy making money this year. well, if all is well, i might even get a car!

ha.

for now, i am just happy that everything is in place at home. more parties coming up real soon.

想当年

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2 more lousy chin ups and i won't have to go for remedial training. boring sia! better book another place where i can start off with the chin ups. tired myself too much before reaching the chin up station today.

my running was lousy like hell man.

i really need to exercise. good news is i have come to realise that exercise gives me the strength that i have been missing all this while. its been keeping me up. not bad, got alot of things done.

got to train! need to run. chin up. arggggggggggh

uncle boi saves the day

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i thank GOD that i am alive.

i could have ended up in the hospital tonight for getting jigawatts of power run through my veins. i had put some laundry into the washing machine and gone into the room to catch CSI miami.

i had an impression that my phone rang, so i came into the living room. it did not ring but there was knocking at the door. boi and april finally got here.

the living room was flooded.

the water came from the washing machine water outlet which was not fixed properly after i have shifted it a couple of nights ago.

the water almost reached the extension cables on the floor. had boi and april come any later, i could have needed to buy another computer. worst, i could have ended up killing myself with the leftover water from the laundry.

thank GOD i am alive.

the couple came for coffee and i offered them to mop the floor. how terrible a friend i am.

simple fatty meal

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i have myself to blame for drinking too much tea for the whole of yesterday. i stayed up till 5 this morning, only then did my heart slow down a little so i could put my head to rest.

9am, call comes in from a client, returning a call i have made yesterday. done. can't sleep anymore. so i decided i got to have my stomach's fill. viola! nice breakfast on the balcony dining table, stacey kent crooning in the background, i wish bebe was here.

sms. home concept shoot 2.30pm AMK.
my brain is all system go in the morning. i know exactly what to say even when i pick up the phone in bed. such is work in my life. ha.

waga!

boring

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this pussy cat can't stop running and jumping about all night the first night in the new house. just caught her cat napping in the middle of the day!

balcony

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day 2 at haig rd and mao mao moves in. i think she likes the place alot too. she just can't stop looking around, checking out where she could jump, how she could get out to play with the kitties in the hood.

i am glad she is settled. months before when we first had intentions of moving together, randy just had one rule: no animals. he came back this evening meowing back at the cat and asked me to brief him on mao's feeding patterns. ha.

why its good to buy a land rover

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the truck kissed the landrover's backside. the back door was damaged but it only left a dent. i wouldn't vouch to say the same for a getz, a mini, or a piccanto and the likes.

good thing no one got hurt.



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the drunkard lost his intergrity and probably his driver's license too. kai lost a door and i lost some sleep having dreamt that i ran into people, knocking down doors along the way. all that in a even more surreal dream than what had happened last night.

i am going to start learning how to drive soon.

surreal moment

the last surreal moment i remembered was when i a friend had gone into a fit.

i had a surreal moment tonight. tired after a day's work, i had gone to get dinner after guan's wedding. kai drove. it was at the junction of sims and geylang. a truck travelling on the opposite of the road had skidded and ran over the road divider and propelled towards us. moments before the hit, i remember looking back and was surprised when i saw a truck with no driver coming towards the back of our car.

there was a big impact.

we got out. kai was pissed, i was puzzled. we approached the truck. the driver was lying down, stretching across on the passenger seat. he was drunk. so drunk that it was obvious that the police did not have to use a alcohol detector on him. he did not make sense in his words, babbling on, saying everything is ok and all will be ok, in his let's-shake-hands-and-lets-all-go-home-to-sleep-mood.

999. our friendly police officers arrived moments later. they were really friendly, especially towards our new drunkard friend.

all was settled. we were tired and wanted to go home. we saw mr drunkard being taken away in the patrol car as we left.
dont drink and drive. this came as something so real and yet surreal.

white christmas

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yes. a christmas party is in the making as we speak. the air conditioning is in and come tomorrow we will get nice sinks to wash our filthy hands. nope they are not gold plated. its countdown to christmas, to the day we shift into this neat and cool new place. all white is what its going to be.

shifting again

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due to unmerited favour God has given me and my business, i am shifting again. yes, somewhere bigger. more better. more nicer. more quieter. more cleaner. no more cleaning up other people's mess. this new place isn't furnished by the landlord so randy and i happily went shopping for new furniture.


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come tomorrow we will have furniture with a all white theme.

other new things i will be getting.

a bed room

a new office- that means i will be working in my room no more.

a new studio

a new computer possibly with a new part time staff.


a house warming will be coming up real soon. watch out for it. :D

so bored

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bad news hit when my powerbook died all the sudden. good news is i bought the new imac G5. its really cool. the new imovie is really easy to use and with its processing power, i just edited a mini clip i shot at the car wash this morning.it comes bundled with a new software photobooth- takes picture of the user with the in built isight. what's cooler is it screws up faces.

finally a rest day

it feels so good to wake up to no agenda. well, at least its not other people's agenda. with video girl gone i found myself attached to the sound that she always makes when she pats me on my back. umkmm! what kind of a sound is that? unusual. i found it very endearing. i got to say i really miss all the monkeying around with her absence. 2 months is not too long. i can do it. wait. mail. write love letters.

dear meow meow...

meow

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Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

i am writing this because...

1. i am very happy

2. i love this pussy cat

3. i am in love

4. i got a new ipod!

5. i have to blog more often from now on

Life story

I'm lying on my bed back at my mum's writing this entry sms texting style with my mobile phone. I'm just too lazy to go out searching for a unsecure wireless network with my laptop. Its way pass my bedtime anyway. With too much work on hand and alot on my mind, its funny how i could still think so much while i was walking home from eva's. I saw a cab pulled over and i remembered how i thought it might be cool to be a cabbie for the hack of it, then i told myself i'll be the best cabbie i can if i ever land myself a job as one. It made me think of how i have been toying with the idea of expanding my horizons beyond my current business. Would i be a chef? An artist? Or even venture into the wedding videography business without having to do anything except provide the equipment and wait for money to grow. The possibilities are endless. Its not hard to imagine. Any one needs a job as a videographer?

zo si mi

zo si mi???
what will i do if i am not a photo grapher? do i really work for myself or am i really doing what people want me to do? some years back, someone asked me if i will stay as a photographer for long. i simply relied "forever!" well, work is still work and i have come to a point where i ask myself- do i really want to do what people want me to do, or do i want to do what i want to do. will i be a photo grapher all my life? i know i wont run around shooting weddings at 50.

lately, i have been thinking how cool it will be if i am a game programer or a comic strip artist.

i did not grow up wanting to be a photographer.

other things i wanted to do when i grew up

1. teacher
2. pilot
3. artist
4. chef

all this watching jamie oliver and tony boudain on tv has made me dream of cooking and living happily ever after. perhaps i could start wtih being a little famous making blog appearances. doing anything else will be easier then.

how do i get that TT coupe, that house i always wanted, my life, my partner, my family, my life...? maybe i start illustrating my own life comic strip

troubleshooting

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thankfully, something's here to rescue mao mao from the muzzle!

i cried.

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it became my favourite movie. its amazing. it wasn't really a sad movie but i do recommend it if you are feeling shitty. you will come out feeling much better after seeing what this family went through. got to see it!

cruel

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Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

this could just be the answer for all my pains.

bebe

hola!

he is cool

the dude is cool,
michael buble, no he did not give me a fever
but i am sure a lot of the ladies in attendance at the concert last night caught one.
i did not come home riding the bicycle all night as our performer suggested cheekily.
but i can say i am a really happy man at this moment.

something magical has happened.

i am in love.

GOD, thank you.

maybe i spoke too soon

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cheap and nice tim sum lunch on my last day in perth. last night young and the pilots brought me to have AUD$4.50 egg prata and AUD$3 teh tarik. i guess, its what you will have to pay when you are desperate for comfort food. i will be home in less than 12 hours- back to all the hustle and bustle- life goes on...

nandos dinner coming up at 8. i want some chicken tonight, chicken tonight.

perth holiday

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4 trips in 4 months after, i am finally enjoying my days resting, doing almost nothing in laid back perth. 2 days of work and 5 days holiday, not bad for a change. i am enjoying evey bit of it before i head back to the crazy schedules back home. clients are already calling, chasing deliveries, deadlines, etc, etc, etc...

the stay here is good. its not as laid back or slow as i expected it to be. i love the swan river, i just love water- there is so much life where the river flows. the city isn't really all that developed. thats probably good since there is so much potential with what the WA government can do.

a $3 million house with a river view, that is just not possible in singapore. on a more down-to-earth side, a house for $300k just unheard of back home. how about this- a ferrari for $300k? you can buy 3 here for the price you pay back home. ha. a hyundai getz for $18k, you can't even get a van with that kind of money.

its one thing to be holiday and another to be living in this city. its one lovely town to be in. perhaps i might live here someday.

retirement maybe? hahaha

sunset

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one good reason to shift to perth, western australia

bliss

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day 2. i should sleep much better tonight. just envious of baby lauren. it was good catching up with lena. got some shopping done and headed back to 23a mapstone. nothing much accomplished but i guess that is the way to go here in perth!

instant mee poh downunder

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2300 touch down at perth international airport, being the singaporean that i am, i asked david where we could grab a bite after he picked me up.

nope, no supper place, at least not in the area where we were. he went on by saying that its not easy to move around here without a car.

after settling in, earn showed me around the house and pull out some instant-life saving-noodles.

i am officially happy.
all ready for perth this coming week!

meowmeow and wuuwuu

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i finally got the taste of sending video girl home. its like so near yet so far. a year ago, i was able to say i live next door, easy peasy. i go home to the west now and i'm not quite home. home is in the east now. ha. but i am happy...

beautiful perhentian

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rested. happy. rejuvenated.

what would i be?

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when i was a boy, i wanted very much to be a pilot. i was a very chubby little boy and that got many uncles teasing me "you sure you can fit into the cockpit or not?!" well, that did not deter me from giving it a shot. at least i flew 10 sorties and quit, 10 more sorties and i will get my private pilot's license.

years on, i still haven't regreted my decision to be passionate about my first love - creative arts.

somewhere along the way, i also got inspired by the cook shows, food fairs and BBQ by the sea on east coast park. i thought to myself, i could be a chef! i can't say i can cook.

so i thought, if i wasn't a taking pictures, i could be cooking. at least i can't say i am bad at eatiing.

today in picture

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working weekend. felt unwell. still stayed up to finish up work though. feel very inspired. bebe came for supper. very happy. nice picture.

happy

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what a lovely evening out.
i am just so happy.
some say i am in love.
others say i am crazy.
i say i am just happy.

when i am happy i sing.
just like this picture. i was happy when i saw this shot.

You & I Both
words & music by jason mraz

Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.

off day

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finally-a day off after a long a chain of crazy happenings-
and i hit the water once again... looking forward to more zzz.

just hacked it!

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i have done many projects, gone through many ups and downs in my own career, even struggled and contemplated leaving the profession when business was bad. i now know why i stayed on. i have always known that- taking pictures makes me happy. the weekend ended with me picking people off the streets to shoot. its really an amazing project.projects i love doing always don't pay well. i must say God has been good to me- that i don't need to betray myself in order to survive in the creative industry,putting money before art.

i am happy.

copy cat

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rand and i walked under the bridge next to roxy square, saw the penguin and laughed out loud after saying that there might be a human head in it. turned out that this has been a really bad case of vandalism. someone must have unrooted the penguin outside standard chartered bank from acrossed the bridge and lugged it all the way across. we stopped for photos. this thing has got a concrete base!!! guess, the vandals must have had a good laugh doing it.

copied amelie poulin

Oompaloompa!

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i froze for a moment. it was my first encounter with a shark. to many more encounters! maldives was great! one more week to dive trip...

i will be back

8 days tokyo, a few hours in singapore and a 7 hours flight after, i finally got to the maldives. tired and in need of sleep, i embarked on a new assignment fresh out of my holiday in tokyo. its like a roller coaster ride from then on. the trips made over the past 4 days probably earns me enough mileage to fly free back here again if the miles program covers travelling by sea in the maldives. so here i am 4 days after reaching here. tired but happy to know its the final day before i fly home to be reunited with my sick kitty. miss her. the saga of the photo boy and video girl continues too! its been a good time spend away from each other. that way, i can tell who and what is really tresured. a day off is all i get and all i need to recharge before i head back to the crazy world of photography again. its been crazy, nonetheless, a hell of a ride!

ps: maldives, i will be back.

high tech low tact

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day 6. akihabara was super high tech. great!

keio ticketing officer was very low tact when dealing with 2 non japanese speaking tourist trying to get bus tickets to go to mount fuji. not great at all!

day out with best pals. superb!

day 5

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its been a shop-walk-eat routine these past few days. ernie's been wanting to go to mount fuji and so he and i might try to catch a bus up that mountain to station 5 and hike the remainding way tonight. the prize of the trip- the sunrise view of the city from the summit. of course there is no gurantee that we can even make it near that place. its worth a try at least. at least after all this exotic food we have been eating.

a moment lost in translation

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lost in translation was one of my favourite movie for a while. it made me want to visit japan, particularly tokyo. so here i am in tokyo, ate, drank and am merry. lots of beers, all you can drink in that one hour spent in the karaoke. its time again to get some Zz. more walking tomorrow...

day 3

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the psychic i never met predicted it was going to rain today. she was wrong. the day ended with big bangs- the highlight of the day was a firework display. if i could add up all the firework displays i have ever seen in singapore, it would still have been lesser than i saw tonight. over 90 minutes of psychedelic firepower.

yes, i am too tired to do anymore talking again.

where we went today

1. sushi lunch at shinjuku
2. window shopping at ikebukuro
3. fireworks at takasa

day 2

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the sun came back today. its been a really long day. i shall not attempt to write about it- think its best viewed

zzz

things done today

1. Good Design Presentation at tokyo big sight
2. Onsen

land of the raising sun no more

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it rained all day in shinjuku.
its the typhoon apparently.
my first meal in japan turn out to be some western food. the subway was really busy.
a tour in the "red light district" turn out to be disappointing.
sleepy now. can't think straight. more updates soon.

Konnichiwa!

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with less than 5 hours to my flight to tokyo, i am all packed and ready to go. so excited i got a cut while shaking. sayonara singapura

Attack of the kan cheong spider

I'm sitting in the cab searching through my bag hoping to find my mp3 player. Can't find it. Of course its not there, the headphones are on me. This will be my first mobile phone blog entry. Mobile telecommunications has made blogging while rolling over the sheares bridge at 100km/h possible. Perhap doing one thing at a time will help me concentrate and not forget where i put my things. Shucks! Its pouring in the west. Guess the shoot at the zoo will have to be postpone.

1206hrs

i am really tired. i am here. not MIB(Missing In Blog)

no. i haven't wash my body with shampoo again. just as tired but not that blur this time.

i always have this feeling that time is running out for me just before i leave the country. be it for work or for play, i am always swamped with work right before i make my getaway. so the next 48 hours is just going to be packed. i love jack bauer in 24. i am not about to be the new character in 48.

TUESDAY

morning
red dot shoot

afternoon
tea with ah meng and other lovable characters at the zoo.

evening
dancer to be shot leaping into an "X" with CBD in the back
then tuesday group.

WEDNESDAY

morning
mitsubishi electric. hope they won't make me shoot the boss in the fridge.
then
shoot chinese, malay, indian, angmo kids pretending to be reading ABCs in class, smiling

afternoon
teachers. pictures might be blown up to live size.
my contribution to help students honour their teachers on teachers' day

evening
pack my bags.

i hope i haven't miss anything out.
then to be really forgetful these days.



guess this beats sitting in the office all day.

interesting things i've learned over the weekend.

i did not look bigger on tv. therefore, i conclude that i am really big

i have friends who watch chinese channel documentaries on sunday nights

video girl aspires to be a mother since being a ninja is just not really practical

mojo jojo cannot be found

stacey kent does a cute little dance on stage.
she can look like a wax figurine like those from Madame Tussaud's
when people try to take pictures with her when she isn't looking.

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Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

(this couple look really loser)

a foetus in a mother's womb gets really excited when it hears fast music.

i didn't quite fancy the youth service in city harvest church. everything was just
done so quickly it made me feel i am either getting old or i am just too slow.

GOD's grace is still the way to go.

grace tan is doing very well designing clothes

and grace lee is going to get married really soon.

the singapore prime minister made a great national day rally speech

and he teared.

singapore will be a great place to live in 10 years time- a vibrant city, full of life, new developments
and striving to get better with its service.

and they will most likely to continue the chewing gum ban

i like to make a short film about how unique singapore is.

i should go get myself a driver's license.

move somewhere which is cable tv ready.

many boys wanted to be pilots when they grow up.

i haven't read up about tokyo much.

and its 3 days before i might get a culture shock there.

i like to expand my business in asia.

i could do 5 chin ups and i need to work harder.

only need to lather once

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5 jobs, a gathering and a couple of drinks after, this friday finally came to an end. the thought of going to shower is just great. i know i am really tired when i used the shampoo as shower foam. yes. i shall finish up this sentence and get some rest.

MIA

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MIA

i haven't miss blogging cos i was living in the adventures of photo boy and video girl. i was actually really busy rolling in the money, chasing clients for payment, starting new projects. that is just the consequence of not being inspired enough to get the work done on schedule, struggling to put things in place before i leave for tokyo. that was why i was Missing In Action on dear-diary-how-are-you-land. i have always intended this blog to be an online diary, not knowing what that might bring with people reading it. well, i found out that people can complain that i have gone MIB- Missing In Blog.

i am back for now.

so here goes-

dear blog,

i am happy today. not cos ida bachtiar suspects that i am gay but cos i have reconciled with an old friend. the friendship soured awhile back. i basically did not want to have any association with this guy. well, i was wrong. something happened earlier this week. i had a thought- life is so short. and so i thought- why not lose a foe and regain a friend. so the chance came today for me to send him a bottle of wine and flowers for his exhibition opening. well, that wasn't an excuse for my absence at the event. i was actually laughing my head off listening to a visiting pastor from norway on his take on the new convenant and the church around the world now. he was really funny.

i just thank GOD for his insight. the pastor's.

i also thank GOD for bringing two friends together again.


so what is this talk about the adventures of photo boy and video girl?
perhaps i will find time to tell you more tomorrow blog.

so the two friends live happily ever after...

what you do when you are sick playing tennis

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1. you could pretend to be boogey man.

2. you could think about what you like to have for dinner.

3. then you could think of where you could go to get that really nice dinner.

4. you could think of your girl.

5. you could try juggling for a bit.

6. you could think of what you like to do when you are in japan.

7. or about the dive trip after that.

8. or about the rest of the year.

9. even ponder about life- what is my long term plan coming up...

10. or simply stare into blank... ... ...

what a great way to fly

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i never understood what they meant when they say- singapore girl, a great way to fly...







what a mimi and momo campaign.

what lies beneath?

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Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

funny enough, i am going to be using water in my work again. i shot rain in '03, got my phone drown 3 days ago and now i am going to work with water again.

its been a very dry year. all work and no play. of course i have been resting, its just no play as in no fun doing work. i just haven't been actively doing my arts. perhaps i really did too many last year. well, it looks like its time for me to do some art again.

the intentions of having an underwater show staged popped up in '98. i think it should be materialised very soon. and what better way to do it then to go back to diving.

what happen to dive and drive 2002? got into diving and still i haven't booked the advance theory test since i thought about it last week.

resolutions are beginning to resurface again. life just can't get more interesting.

the unthinkable happenings

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sony ericsson has produced a winner. the results were unthinkable, superb. 2.0 megapixel camera in the phone, who would have thought of that 2.0 years ago? it unthinkable that i have own one now. it was even more unthinkable that i bought it because my bag decided to feed water to my nokia 6230 killing it instantly. it was of course also unthinkable that all my contacts were in it. yes, there was no backup, how unthinkable could it have gotten?

3 am. i saw the website and realised that martin parr is the k750i poster boy. perhaps that was why i decided to get a unit at 11.00am. unthinkable.

it was also unthinkable when i hear that the ex has been taking photography lessons of late.

it was unthinkable that j__e's number got drown with my phone too.

unthinkable that i have been working on an assignment since april. that was when i decided to break the corporate photography routine a little to check out the editorial scene.

$100 for 3 pix the editor confessed upfront.

unthinkable!

the remuneration after from the wining and dining industry could be unthinkable too.

everything could just be so unthinkable!!!

i am just glad i am a feeler and much less a thinker.

tired

K.O II
Originally uploaded by elisabeth montgomery.

this was how i felt today.